just Tuesday

It's hard to explain my feelings right now, for some reason I feel like a load has been lifted off my shoulders. I think this is to do with not having to prove myself to dad anymore but I'm not entirely sure. I need to look into it a little more. I feel very relaxed at the moment, tomorrow will be the big one with my weigh in but I'm pretty relaxed about it and I'm feeling great. Tonight will be a cycle ride just a little one hopefully around the 20 mile mark. Hopefully I'll get a buzz like I did on Sunday. I feel like I should be posting more on here sometimes and maybe share more. I'm going to work on it I think and see if there's more I'm not letting out.