I failed.

I failed at my weigh in, I've put on 4 lbs and I have failed big time. Just to make sure I have I binged tonight as extra punishment for it. I have got to try and work out what's going on I cannot keep doing this to myself I have to find another path to follow. I'm going to give it some thought and try and see what's going on. I have managed to put on 3 lbs since last week I cannot keep binging I have to find anopther way around this. I'm going to leave my money where I can't get my hands on it.